Monday, December 4, 2017

new post

For those checking in on my dear terrible blog. hello. I am indeed alive. well at least in the flesh. i have completely lost myself in my thoughts and in my mind. scary. but oh well. Yesterday I deleted half of my snapchat streaks and people got upset and some said they aren’t my friend anymore. Honestly didn’t know that in order to be someone’s friend you had to have a streak with them. hashtag lame. anyway. This is short. But hello. 
also forgot how to properly sign off. think it was something like 
hehe whale bye now! 
so yeah. 
bye.
Jmillz. 

Monday, April 17, 2017

damn.

hi friends,
please listen to Kendrick's new album bc it's lit and i can't stop listening to it. 
That's literally all i gotta say. I think. Idk today was boring. I cleaned my room and it got messier. 
It sucks dudes. 
hehe whale bye now!
-Jmillz
P.S. DNA. is the real jam rn

Sunday, April 16, 2017

reality

Hello,
Happiest of Easters to you. Today was pretty fun. 
A dear friend of mine asked what exactly is reality? I wanna know what others would answer to this. I lowkey think  reality is that time between life and death where right when you're born you struggle to make everyone happy by slowly killing yourself to death. We don't have much time here on earth and i hate that i waste all this time and energy investesting in other people. People who don't even give two shits about me and always bring me down. Like why? Why are we killing ourselves slowly to provide happiness for others? Shouldn't we be spending all this time and energy in bettering ourselves and finding happiness for ourselves? And not others? Why are we killing ourselves to make others happy? Maybe finding that happiness is within an other person who cares but where is that person at? Why is finding happiness hard sometimes? So weird. Late night thoughts is also what kills me. 
hehe whale bye now!
-Jmillz
P.S. I'm watching Beauty and the Beast right now
P.P.S. Waffles or Pancakes ?

Friday, April 14, 2017

Schwarbz

Friends!!!
This happened today!!! 

hehe whale bye now!
-Jmillz
P.S. Life is good. 
P.P.S. Kyle loves me more than Cassie 

Thursday, April 13, 2017

judge me

Hello,
I am obsessed with all the Kardashians and have been for a while now. I just wanted to come out and say that to all my dear followers. I hope this doesn't make you look at me differently. I will never not be obsessed with them. They make my heart happy. And that's all that matters. Please don't judge me too much. 
hehe whale bye now!
 -Jmillz
P.S. Scott is actually my fave tho
P.P.S. i'm sad about hawks game

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

you

hey,
alpacas are great and so are you
hehe whale bye now!
-Jmillz
P.S. i love you