Lost

Friends,
Today I shall tell you the story of how I lost $16.17 at some store called 'Lush.' Now my friend and I were strolling through this huge ass mall and we stumbled across a store which I personally had never been in. So we go in and it smells magical and unique and the place is just totally boujee. So I start looking at these things called bath bombs and I'm intrigued. My friend was also intrigued I believe. Anyway here we are just minding our own business and this lady starts talking to us about the wonders of all the products there and even shows us a demo of a bath bomb. It was very cool but I realized I had reached the point of no return. Like this worker lady just spent all her time and effort on us showing us these products and now I knew I had to buy something. Like you can't just leave empty handed at that point. SOOOOOOOOOO. I looked around and found some bath bomb to help with stress and to relax and I was gonna give it to my friend because like she's planning a wedding and that's stressful but she ended up being allergic to an ingredient in it and couldn't even use it BUT ANYWAYYYY I picked it up and went to purchase it and escape that store and of course when I'm checking out the cashier asks if I would like to buy a small lotion and it profits charity work and stuff and I'm a sucker for that and can't say no to help those in need so I spend more money buying that. I lost money that day and now the products I bought still sit in a bag on my desk and  just stares at me and laughs at me all day long. And that my friends is how I lost $16.17 at some store called 'Lush.'
hehe whale bye now!
-Jmillz
P.S. I don't even have a freaking bathtub. If anyone wants a bath bomb...hit me up!!
P.P.S. Take the lotion too!

Chips

YO,
Today was pretty okay. I babysat for like 8 hours and watched Magic School Bus for like 10. and then later on I visited the old watering hole and saw some bright smiling faces that I love and miss so much. The watering hole is yuck but the faces that come there are beautiful. I also listened to a lot of great rap music. Because rap is so so beautiful. My most favorite part of the day though was being reunited with the Chipotle. I had a burrito bowl but I also got chips and I think that was the best thing ever. There's something so wonderful and magical about Chipotle's chips and I just don't understand. The whole bag I had too was just incredible and I've never experienced so much joy from food before. It was quite overwhelming. Makes me really believe that God is actually looking out for me and blessing me with this goodness. wowzah. Ok I really got nothing else for this post because I'm lame af.
hehe whale bye now!
-Jmillz
P.S. I'm a strong believer that if your child is almost 3 years old and is still wearing a diaper, there's a freaking issue. That $h*t nasty. Literally. Like the kid didn't even know what a toilet was. But whatever.
P.P.S. Larry came back!!!! He told me Sam is second now to EMMA FREAKIN LEUER. But he still came back :')

Break

Hi followers,
My post on March 30th titled "Yearn" I mentioned a heart that my heart was yearning for so I thought I'd update you all on how that's going. It's not. I decided that that heart wasn't the one heart my heart was yearning for. And yes a big part of it was due to his music taste but it's whatever. Sometimes it's best to wait ya know and not rush into it. Cuz if you rush into things he could end up being gay and then break up with you over snapchat in your most favorite location on earth. So yes go heart you wait. Here's to all my besties, you all deserve the best. Don't freaking settle. Or else I'll fight you.
hehe whale bye now!
-Jmillz
P.S. Send me candles
P.P.S. Hi Alex

About Last Night..

Hello all,
As some of you pointed out, I did NOT make a post on here last night and I feel like I have failed all of you so I apologize. Last night I was jamming hardcore to some crappy music and dancing with some very odd but enjoyable people. My ears are still ringing but I had a killer time and my heart is full. This morning I woke up happy and I also ate a bagel. Species is happy. Have a wonderful Sunday friends!
hehe whale bye now!
-Jmillz
P.S. Larry hasn't come home yet. Someone help find him. I is worried :/

Dead Skin

Oh hey there,
Just a few minutes ago I had the opportunity to file off the dead skin that built itself up on the bottom of my foot. Yes it was rough but it was needed. I compare this experience to what I need to do in my life. It's time for me to file off all the dead and unnecessary skin in my life. It's not healthy for me anymore and I deserve better. I'm not gonna let this dead skin consume me. I have made the decision to be done and make my life better. I have to stop snooping around this dead skin and seeing how it's doing because it is simply dead to me. It doesn't concern me anymore and that's okay, I don't want or need it to. So here's to filing off all the dead skin in my life! Here's to a happy life once and for all! Cheers my friends. Much love to you all. 
hehe whale bye now!
-Jmillz
P.S. my foot is actually really soft right now. so hate away.
P.P.S. Larry loves Sam Sanchez the most..he just told me :( ((maybe time to split up?))

Yearn

To those who care are reading this,

My heart has found another heart to yearn for. I truly feel like a deer in the highlights of love. At this moment in my life I am happy. Over this year I have been wrecked and stomped on by that one kid who actually doesn't deserve all that the species has to offer but today I have found a new source of happiness and life is good. The only bad thing is he doesn't approve of two of my favorite rock bands and my heart is a little uneasy about that but despite that flaw my heart continues to go for this other heart anyway. I'm now going to continue my nightly routine of lighting candles next to King Caden's picture. Shout-out to my three amigas who are hopefully reading this and my amigo who I cherish. ;) 

hehe whale bye now!

-Jmillz

P.S. I'm dreaming of Californication right now

P.P.S. Still waiting on those edible candles and nugs!!

P.P.P.S. Larry says hi

Candles

Hello loves,
Today I had a long discussion with my best friend about candles. Bottom line is I love candles they smell great and I wish the wax was edible. Honestly my life would be very complete if I could taste and eat the goodness of the Boardwalk candle. Ugh someone make my dreams come true!!!! Bless up fam.
hehe whale bye now!
-Jmillz
P.S. I'm trying to make this blog a thing again. Please motivate me.
P.P.S. Someone send me nugs!!!